"If there's one thing I can tell you, you've got to remember your heart, your health, and your hands."
No one really follows me on this so I’m just gonna say things and get them off my chest real rapid like.
I feel like everyone is trying to be awesome all the time nowadays. Don’t get me wrong, I have an Instagram, twitter, Facebook etc. but I feel like all people do on it and show off all the awesome shit they’re doing all the time and I’ll admit i can be one of those people. I miss middle school and the beginning of high school where I actually had to “talk” to someone to get to know them. Now when you meet someone you most likely find them on Facebook through a friend, or some bull like that. You never really talk, you just text or leave comments to each other. it’s like people have forgotten how to actually have a face to face conversation nowadays. Last night I was noticing how much people are on their phones. If you’re at a party why do you have I be on your phone for 75% of the time? Is our company not good enough for you? Did you forget to hash tag #atasickpartysoimgoingtotweetaboutittoprovehowmuchofagoodtimeimhaving ? People forgot how to socialize and it sucks
Ok onto another thing. I want music in my life so bad and it’s sad that me and the rest of our band have gotten so busy. I miss band practices, I miss writing new songs. I just want music to be huge part of my life forever but it’s hard to say it will be considering as I get older I gain a shit ton of other responsibilities that become higher priorities.
I need an internship. I gotta take school more seriously.
I have to quit smoking cigarettes. It’s not cool and when it comes down to it I think everyone realistically hates smoking whether they’re a smoker or not.
There’s an odd possibility that I drink way too much without knowing.
I want a girl. An awesome one that will give back as much as I give to them. And I dont want her to act as my “girl friend” because she should be my “best friend”.
If I could go pro at something nerdy it would be Heroes of Newerth.
I need money. I work practically every day but it doesn’t make a difference because it all goes to some sort of debt or bill as soon as it gets to my wallet.
I wanna go on vacation. It’s been 4 years since my last family vacation. Speaking of family, I have the best parents ever. Seriously, I do. I hope they know I’m grateful for everything, but I need a damn vacation. Oh well.
I’m really pissed off a lot. I hide it, but I am. I hate to reiterate but people really have forgotten how to socialize and I think a lot of us in my age group are fucked because none of us want to grow up, including myself (which freaks me out.) I think I should just move away for a little, clear my head, get a shitty flip phone, start making my own potato skins instead of microwaving boxes of TGIF potato skins from the grocery store, ask a girl on a real date and find out what she’s like by actually talking to her, and play a shit ton of music.
I don’t know where I was going with this post.
P.s. I’m always horny
